Thursday, February 27, 2003

Good evening..
Welcome to my world. To be honest, the hardest part about being me is defining myself, finding the true essence of my character. It is not the masks that I put on front of others, or the fact that I'm still not sure about who I am. Truth is, I want nothing except to live life itself. A simple statement, but a daunting challenge. Even as these words are brought into your consciousness, a thousand pictures and ideas are spinning within the confines of my psyche, questioning me, probing me....



I live in dreams. Yes, they are the bubbles that bring one to high levels of bliss and contentment, a haven where you can escape from the cares of this mundane world. It helps me to reflect and refine every single strain of thought that flows within me. If you do see me talking to myself, do not be alarmed. It is merely a form of meditation. An essential escape from a superficial existence, nonetheless.



I believe in God. No, not the presumed deity that dwells in temples or haunts the churches. He is a divine being that made all that is and all that will be. He knows me because He made me. Though I'm a confused freak, all the questions of me will be answered when I meet Him. Faith is the evidence of things unseen.