in her words

Quek wrote something which got me thinking...about many things.

I've learned in my lifetime so far that you can't help who you fall for and no matter how hard you try and how much it hurts you everyday that you just wanna be with them...

Feelings are very destructive. It's because of this that I don't trust them at all. When you say 'it feels right', it only means you have taken a huge step of faith in believing that aliens and obese fairy godmothers exist.

The only act of faith I advocate is that of Christ's divinity. All other things, including the press releases of our hearts, must be treated with immaculate suspicion.

Which is why when something like that crashes right through your door, you must always ask yourself if you can pick yourself together and walk away from it.

Far better to have your whole heart to yourself, than cut it apart for many women.

Far better to have your own heart to yourself, than give it to one girl who might just break it.

For all the stuff I know,
for every decent advice that I dispense so willingly,
for nosey and true friends who can't wait to see what happens next,
for getting ignored more than half of the time,
for loosing sleep whenever she chooses not to,
for the way this heart beats whenever she's near,
for all those feelings that reveal the shittiest side of me,
for not being able to say all I want to say after she says hi,
for being honest to everyone else but her,
for deciding to hold everything back because it's still not time to go,

and for the very fact that I might very well walk away empty-handed, even when the time comes...

I'm still pressing on like a retarded kid.




ばか！！！！